Sunday, October 31, 2010


sweett couple 
You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,

You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,

You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,

You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Saturday, October 30, 2010


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I miss you,
The way you made me feel,
Like I was living in a fantasy...
And none of it was real.

I miss you,
Your soft, tender touch,
Sweet and innocent
I can honestly say that for only you do I care this much.

I miss you,
Your gorgeous little smile...
One I can sadly say,
I haven't seen in a while.
I miss you,
And our little walks,
When we would leave everyone,
And go off for our secret talks...

I guess it's safe to say,
That I miss you a lot...
And it's safe to say
You shall not be forgot...

It hurts to know you are with her and not me.
It hurts to know that she is in your arms laying beside you and it's not me there with you.
It hurts to know you tell her you love her when you don't mean it.
It hurts to know she has you and i don't.
It hurts to know she can look into your eyes and smile when i wish it was me that wants to be there.
It hurts to know you talk to her about what we should be talkin about.
It hurts to know that you want to be with me but won't give me the opportunity to show you my love.
It hurts to know that i love you so much but can't find the feeling anymore.
It hurts to know we have to date other people to get rid the pain.
It hurts to know that we have to put everything behind us then to show our true feelings.
It hurts to know that i can't have you.
It hurts to know we both have moved on but won't admit it to each other.
it hurts to know that all the pain is going away.
It hurts to know i can't make you come back to me.
It hurts to know one day we will be together but right now it's to soon.
It hurts to know we both know it's not going to happen.

I miss you holding me,
It gets so lonely at night,
Right side of my bed is cold,
Baby I need you to hold me tight.

My place is so empty,
Your clothes left memories on the floor,
I can't cope with the fact,
That you're not here anymore.

You deodorant is still in my bathroom,
And I can still smell you,
Do you have any idea?
Of what you're putting me through.

Your voice still haunts me,
Your face I can still see,
I can't stop thinking,
Of all we were to be.

You could write a thousand letters,
But it wouldn't safe me from falling apart,
Could say a million words,
But they wouldn't heal this broken heart.

And all the gifts you sent me,
Sit un opened and un touched,
It hurts too much to breathe,
Baby, I loved you that much.

And you're all alone now,
Sitting on the inside looking in,
And I want to say so much,
But can't find where to begin.

We're two lost souls,
But you don't feel an ounce of pain,
Because I'm the one you hurt,
The one you left cold in pouring rain.

And I could spell in the skies,
Sit it in front of you,
Could imprint it in your mind,
But it still wouldn't get through.

Because you never loved me,
Yea, you just don't care,
So I lie here broken,
Whilst you're lonely over there.


I loved you,
so much, everytime we talked my heart would beat faster than ever before, when i would see you it would just make my day, so why?

Why did we go so far?

why did you leave me in the dust?
just why?

We talk now and i never have anything to say,

after all i want to hear what you have to say,
but most of the time you walk away,

why do you keep me here

painful memories

As the memories run through my mind
I start to feel weak
my heart starts to ache
as I fall to my knees

The pain is almost to much to handle
making it hard to even breath
the tears start to come faster
as everything we did becomes all I see

I've tried to undo the memories
I've tried to unfeel your touch
but how can I when all I think about is us

You held me up
i could smile without the pain
now my heart is broken
and I'm falling to fast
my life is drowning
soon it will be over
i know at least your happy
shes allot better then me
pretty ans smart
the things i can never be
i cried a million tears
but it had no affect
nothing in the world can bring you back
i hold the gun
i hold the trigger
with a folded note in the other hand
with your name of the top
hopeing you'll comeback and find me
read the note and tell me
why you left me
all alone
my heart is broken
along with my bones
i pull the trigger
knowing this is the end
and with my last breath
the words i love you escape
the blood drains fast
i fall to the floor
my tears keep falling
my pain will soon be gone
the room is spinning
my life is fading
my pain is gone
now i am too
please be happy
do not cry
you have what you always wanted
and destroyed someone else's life.

Friday, October 29, 2010

ayu azami

my bff
You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

my love poems

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

The Meaning

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

 I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,
Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue,
Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown,
Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down.

Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad,
Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad,
Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain,
Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.

Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun,
Love me always darlin', after all is said and done,
Love me always darlin', until all our life is through,
Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

candid time!

fer my hubby
senggal time


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Confessions to you my friend,
Confessing all from my heart;
I miss you a lot darling,
I wanna hold you in my arms...

I wanna hug you like i never did;

I wanna show you the love i have,
I wanna see your smile in front of my eyes;
I wanna hold your hand under this twilight...

' look at the moon what do you see? '

' it's so beautiful that's all i can see '
You smile as you say;
I smile back; and turn my face away;
Am i shy? Or am i sad?
You question and you wonder...
But i won't say a thing;

You come close to me and whisper in my ears,

' just don't leave me; forever just stay near '
I hold you in my arms again;
Letting you feel it's warm embrace;
Each and every heartbeat you feel;
It's the moment we're sharing underneath...
I whisper in your ears,
' i can't and i won't;
You i just can't let go;
I love you from deep within my heart;
Just cherish it if destiny tears us apart '

You move you fingers across my lips and say ' I'll bring you back dare if you go away '

I smile back; i realize I'm important to you;

Ff... The alarm clock ticks up and I'm awake from the wonderful sleep;
In which all the night i was with you and you with me...

when i see u

When I see you
Memories appear
Us together holding hands
You long tight hugs
You arms wrapped around me
You tellin me "I don't want you to leave. Stay with me ."
You having to bend over to give me a kiss
Me having to reach up to you on my tippy toes
You pulling me towards you
Picking me up with a little spin
Your smile when you see me
Just seeing you happy makes my heart hurt
You kiss her and my memories break and shatter to the floor
You catch me looking at you but you don't give me d hug just a quick
I turn away and walk fast to class thinkin
" why did you end it? What went wrong? "
I just shake my head and slowly drain you out of my mind
But I know when I see you again, I'm going to have to go through this
all over again
A look
Drain away
And over again
Will it ever get better?

aku kembali lagi!